kehilangan BEKBEK yg tersygs .! ;(

jumaat ; nov 5 , scha terkejot sesngts bile pat brite abg sdare scha xcdent n harapan dea hny 30% ,70% . atam ulang alik dr sbn ke serdang nak tgk dea . atam ckp , keadaan dea terokk sngts . dea rapat sngts ngn scha n atam since scha kekecik . dea salu mnje kan scha . ahad ; nov 7 , mlm tuh scha mmg ade mmpi dea. scha mmpi dea dtg jupe scha . dea baekbaek sajje . then ilng cmtuh . pagi tuh scha trus ckp ngn ibu . scha da tao sume da berakhir . tp scha diamkan . ptg ahad scha blk laa pilah . then , scha terkejot trus mnges bile dpt tao dea da takde lagikk . tuhan lagikk syg kan dea. tp susa tok scha time . takde lagi bekbek scha . scha tgu smpai jenazah dea dtg . scha smpat tatap arwah wt kali terakhir . tuhan je tao sedeyh aty scha . terngiang2 lagikk gurauan dea ngn scha sato mase dulu ;( arwah ; "bekbek , nak pegi mane ? bekbek da mndi lom ni . aish kaw ni bekk " "scha; ah abg laa kambeng bekbek ;) ". kate indok mlm tuh "scha, geng bekbek kaw da takdo , jgn sodehsodeh yo ? pehni takdo bekbek laie " scha blkk trus ngess . mmg tade bekbek lagikk ;( smoge roh mu dicucuri rahmat dari-Nya . Al-Fatihah ;(

must be more CRUEL shasha .!

erm tataw mane na mule . sume dah takde lagikk . no more DINO , no more AWEEN . menci gilerr ngn due2 . sakett aty sangats2 . tp sygs . hahah . dah shasha ckp , shasha ta suke korg kawan da aa . da tuh na rapat2 ngn gf dino plak . haii . ntah la . time susa je kott caekk shasha . shasha ni suke plakk baekk ngn org . ei g lantakk dowg la babe na wtpe . kaw tuh shasha , da ade nak , kaw tanak . dok pegi tgu DINO tuh da knp ? kaw le dapatt better lagikk aa dr dea . shasha kate " hye laa . kaw takan phm aty shasha . shasha susa na caye laki " ah kaw ta abes2 ngn ckp cmtuh . smpai bile doe kaw na sekse kan diri kaw .? wake up girl . aku yaken kaw bole . lupe kan laa sume org . pk diri kaw. make new life, new frenz . pasni kaw kene lbh kejam.! law sape2 na mntak tlg kaw, kaw wt dang jep . dowg tu ta pk kaw pon shasha oi . " baekks .! shasha akan cube " skg ni aku tgk kawan yg bebetul kawan kaw is , nana, ayg, lea, echa. tuh jep yg amek port sal kaw . yg salu ade ngn kaw susa sng . kaw kene hargai dowg . yg len tuh tapaya aa kaw na pk . ei g mam aa ngn dowg .! time kaw gini ade dowg suke2 text kaw tnye pape .? tak kan .? dah aa shasha . pasni kaw kene ubah sume tuh . ! NEW LIFE .!!

AZWEEN ;(

AZWEEN . kaw cukop cute . manje . n for me kaw mmg terbaek . sorg kawan . sorg teman . sorg pndga yg bagos . salu adea ngn shasha bile shasha need some advice . n mybe kaw sorg awek yg memahami dan setie . tapi knp naseb kaw jadikk cmtuh . shasha patot bgtao kaw sape dea yg sbenar . kalaw tak naseb kaw tak mcmni . kaw salu mgadu ngn shasha . mnages ngn shasha . even kite jao, shasha sygs kaw sngts2 . tiap kali airmate kaw mgalir, shasha rase shasha pon na nges same . kalau la shasha laki, shasha da g blasah dea n bawak kaw pegi jao2 . dea sorg jantan murahan yg bodoh tgu mase na masok ospital mental . dea pk kaw ape . shasha sygs kaw sngts2 aween . bile kaw ckp "kadang2 i rasea na cple ngn pompuan . i bosan ngn laki" shasha rase na grab pluang toh n ckp " jadik aa sorg dlm hidop shasha" tp shasha takot . kalaw shasha wt cmtuh shasha akan hilang kaw slame2 nye . shasha dah honest ngn kaw . n kaw pon dah honest ngn shasha . antre kite mmg tadea rasie lagikk . bile kaw ngn farha . shasha cmburu , tp kaw tak tao shasha cmburu sbb ape kot . pasni tlg laa aween jgn nges lagikk . n jage diri aween . jgn laa kaw nak blas dndam kaw kat budak siyal uh dgn care tunjuk kaw lagikk hebad sejak dea tadea . masok club . sasau2 . shasha mgkin leh time law kaw cmtuh . n shasha pon tak sbaek mane . hakikat kite same sygs. tp jgn aa lbh2 n satu jep . jage diri kaw bebetul . shasha sygs kaw sngts2 aween . kalaw la kaw phm prasaan shasha slame ni . n kaw jadik sorg dlm idop shasha after dat gurl . shasha tak kan bagikk kaw nages lagi aween . sygs kaw sngts2 . n jgn aa wt shasha jeles ngn farha .

i'm forget dat i'm LESSY since I HAVE YOU , but!

DINOBAGWELL . da bape thn kaw ilng then we are meet again . i can't imagine how come i'm fall in love with you . unpredictable ! deep in my heart since we've been schoolmate , in standart six, i feels like , i love to see u everyday . but i keep the secret ;( cuz my lovely cousin , EISHA . nevermind . for me , relatives is more important than it all . now we are meet again . thanks GOD! i hope now u are mind . now i'm realy hope dat u'll be mine. but mybe i was wrong . u were like wants to play fools around me . since we're meet on SEPTEMBER of 13 2010, we keep calling each other, texts! and at the end of our conversation, u never forget to says dat" you, iloveyou " dats is the things dat make me hepy and i'll never forget it ;( till one day, i be honest with you bout my feeling towards you .and you get it . you ask me to waiting for you cuz u can't to make a decision . cuz there's other girls wanna be with you . i'm still waiting .you told me again dat "i takan xcept mane2 gurl kcuali you." days by days . i'm waiting . then u suprise me with dat fact ! "you, i da couple ngn cine tuh" in dat time, do u think bout my feels .? NOP! OH MY Gucci .! my tears out down . since dat time . u never texts me anymore ;( u delete me from ur FACEBOOK .i feels too upset . but i still keep text you . after i wake up, n before i sleep .keep open up ur page . wanna see how r u everyday. you and so proud introduce ur amoi to all ur frens n told "babe , ni bini aku" u dont knoe how jeles am i and you just ignore me :( till one day , mybe i'm give up . i'm not text u anymore . n no more calls from me . BUT! its does'nt mean i didn't love you anymore . i'm forget you . NO my DEAR .i'm still keep open up ur page .on one early in the morning, bout 4.54a.m i got a text from you darl . u told me "SHA, ILOVEYOU SO MUCH" but pls dont give me too hope dat u'll be mine . about a week . i think i cant forget u by now! and 1dy i open up ur page . ur status is SINGLE ! i'm so happy now. then u text me again "dah tgk wall owg" .since dat status updating, u keep text me back, call me . i'm so happy , now i'm back hoping with you eventhough i knoe , it was just a dream dat never comes true . now ,i dont knoe what i'm suppose to do :( i've to forget u ? oh . sampai ke aty i na wt cmtuh you . sume i serahkan kat DEA ;( n i'll never stop to loving you .!

beraya di rumah SI DEA ?

16 SEPTEMBER 2010. tgh ari tdi SHASHA dapat call . dari AIN . dea ajak SHASHA dtg raye umah dea . SHASHA tataw . SHASHA should go or ta . bayangkan . na g raye umah EXCPLE , yg dah adea BINI .bile pk2 ni kan raye . ta sala kot SHASHA pg. dgn berbaju kurung SHASHA pg jugakk . dah sampai kat umah dea, FAMILY dea , IBU, AYAH, smabut baekk sajje . mule DEA ta na kua . then AYAH pnggl jugakk baru kua ngn sape SHASHA, "oit mox!" . sebenarnye aty rendu na dga name tow lagi . bile pandang muke DEA, aty ni TUHAN jea tao . na nges . sume adea . tp SHASHA kene kuadd .! SHASHA tao . wt keputusan na g raye umah dea, tadea sape yg akan stuju . cm PIKAH, UYUL, AYANG .tp guys aty ni na sngts2 tgk dea skg . korg phm2 aa aty SHASHA cane . sory keyh .SHASHA da pegi pon . bile blk uma , asek tringt dea sape SHASHA . niat na lupekan dea , mnjadi semakin tak kesampaian . ALAMAK ! kes berat ni . TUHAN .! tlg la SHASHA . SHASHA sygs DEA sngts2 .MOHD RASOL BIN ABDUL AZIZ . knp susa sngts SHASHA na lupekan kaw .!!

shasha sabarr ..!

shasha SABAR . sygs AWEEN kate sabar .shasha kan kuadd . hal yg 3 tahon lepas tow shasha le hadapi ngn kuadd sajje kan .? lagi berat . bak kate ABG ASWAD "kalaw along jadikk kaw sha , along tak sekuadd kaw" huh! kuadd sngts kea shasha .? ni hal kechik . alaa shasha HEBADD , KUADD . shasha mesty le sabar . shasha tak bole nges . YES! dea bukan lawan shasha . mmg shasha student . tp shasha adea uh dea takdea . kan .? shasha . kaw sorg yg kuadd .!!jgn ngess yea.?

CAMANE NI ?!!

pe patot shasha wt .? 3tahon shasha stay ngn ''sory i'm not intrested with a guy'' .susa dalam idop shasha tok lupe kan sorg ni . RASOL . kaw buad idop shasha hancur plus kucar kacir . kaw tao shasha sygs sngts kat kaw . tapi knp kaw wt shasha cmni . lepas 3 tahon . bile balik pilah . shasha knal ngn shafiq . 1st shasha tgk kaw , kaw sungguh annoying. cm gud2 jea kaw .tp lame2 betol la kate org . jangan benci org . nnty kite suka dea. then aty shasha kaw dah curik .( woi ta reti na pulang ke ha )CAMANE NI . shasha ase shasha da ta boleh idop law kaw tadea . jgn laa wt shasha cmni . jgn bagi shasha harapan .shasha da ter"SAYANG" kaw nieh .! FUCK .! shasha suka laki pulak .sori laa shasha terpakse myamar tok tao aty kaw shafik . shasha kene gune pesbuk akk tok tao aty kaw nieh . then kaw pon dalam ta seda kaw le jujo kaw anggap shasha as ADEK .pergh kaw tataw aty shasha mase toh pulakk en . shasha ase pe yg pna shasha wt mase shasha idop ngn RASOL uh shasha na ulang ag . angkat bijik bnyk2 plus coke+ubat batok , pergh tak cm release lak mase toh . syiok abess law dapat .then bile shasha ckp ito shasha , kaw ngelabah . apehal .? tapaya aa na tipo da .shasha da tao hal sebenar .shasha da takle na caye kaw ag . tp aty shasha sygs kaw sngts2 . kaw kate bg kaw sato lg pluang tok sygs shasha . kaw jnji akn bukti kan . shasha pk balik shasha sygs kaw . shasha tak bole na lupekan kaw . CAMANE NI . demi sygs shasha time kaw tp tok harapan kaw hak shasha cm dulu . tak mungkinnn ....

apea kene ngn aku ..?!

aku tataw aa knp ngn aku arini ..
pergh! agak benak otak aku pk asal ngn aku ni ..
sdey smcm jea ..
sha kaw knp ni ..
jgn aa jadi pape yg ta na ag ..
ckop2 aa..!
ya Tuhan ...
nape ngn aku

ALL about US dear !

They say

They don't trust

You, me, we, us

So we'll fall

If we must

Cause it's you, me

And it's all about us

There's a thing that they can't touch'

Cause ya know

It's all about us

We'll run away if we must'

Cause ya know

It's all about us

If they hurt you

They hurt me too

So we'll rise up

Won't stop

And it's all about

IT'S ALL ABOUT LOVE

IN YOU I CAN TRUST

They don't know

They can't see

Who we are

Fear is the enemy

Hold on tight

Hold on to me'

Cause tonight

It's all about us

We'll run away if we must'

Cause ya know

IT'S ALL ABOUT US

confius laa ..
naseb nana ade ..(supporter)
dgn ade nye bff baru, sume akn bruba ..
:)