hidop

hidop . ade best ade tak best . da lame da scha ta update blog ni . mcm2 scha rase slame ni . kat kaw je tmpat scha mgadu weyh . 1st scha na luahkan is , masala yang dtg lam idop scha . fmly prob . its bout my belove uncle , ATAM . sume org tau yang sygs scha kat dea, tade sape le lawan . baru2 ni , dea ad wthal . start dari knduri scha tapat jupe dea . ikot aty na je skip class na jupe dea . tapi na wt cane . "dik , nnty atam da tade kaw jage diri . atam tapat na jage kaw . kaw da besa " hibe bile dga last pesanan dea . takpeatam . adek sorg je paham atam . adek tau ap atam rase . bia tuhan yang tentukan . kite manusie tade hak n kuase keatas diri kite atam . adek doa , atam cepat sehat n prove it sape atam! 2nd sal life scha. scha tataw ap yang scha na dlm idop scha . tlg la weyh jgn dtg dlm idop scha ramai2 . scha tanak luke kan mane2 aty . scha ta sedie lagi na berCINTA . korg tataw sape scha . jgn mudah na jatuh cinta ngn scha . scha bukan sape2 . scha bukan yang terbaek . korang tataw ap yang pena scha lalui . korg ta rase perit tuh . saat tuh maseh segar lagi dlm otak ni . btape sdeyh nye aty ni kene pisahh dengan ... bia aa scha je tau . tuhan . kaw tunjukkan aku kat jalan yg lurus . jgn kaw pesongkan akidah aku . aminn ;(

kehilangan BEKBEK yg tersygs .! ;(

jumaat ; nov 5 , scha terkejot sesngts bile pat brite abg sdare scha xcdent n harapan dea hny 30% ,70% . atam ulang alik dr sbn ke serdang nak tgk dea . atam ckp , keadaan dea terokk sngts . dea rapat sngts ngn scha n atam since scha kekecik . dea salu mnje kan scha . ahad ; nov 7 , mlm tuh scha mmg ade mmpi dea. scha mmpi dea dtg jupe scha . dea baekbaek sajje . then ilng cmtuh . pagi tuh scha trus ckp ngn ibu . scha da tao sume da berakhir . tp scha diamkan . ptg ahad scha blk laa pilah . then , scha terkejot trus mnges bile dpt tao dea da takde lagikk . tuhan lagikk syg kan dea. tp susa tok scha time . takde lagi bekbek scha . scha tgu smpai jenazah dea dtg . scha smpat tatap arwah wt kali terakhir . tuhan je tao sedeyh aty scha . terngiang2 lagikk gurauan dea ngn scha sato mase dulu ;( arwah ; "bekbek , nak pegi mane ? bekbek da mndi lom ni . aish kaw ni bekk " "scha; ah abg laa kambeng bekbek ;) ". kate indok mlm tuh "scha, geng bekbek kaw da takdo , jgn sodehsodeh yo ? pehni takdo bekbek laie " scha blkk trus ngess . mmg tade bekbek lagikk ;( smoge roh mu dicucuri rahmat dari-Nya . Al-Fatihah ;(

must be more CRUEL shasha .!

erm tataw mane na mule . sume dah takde lagikk . no more DINO , no more AWEEN . menci gilerr ngn due2 . sakett aty sangats2 . tp sygs . hahah . dah shasha ckp , shasha ta suke korg kawan da aa . da tuh na rapat2 ngn gf dino plak . haii . ntah la . time susa je kott caekk shasha . shasha ni suke plakk baekk ngn org . ei g lantakk dowg la babe na wtpe . kaw tuh shasha , da ade nak , kaw tanak . dok pegi tgu DINO tuh da knp ? kaw le dapatt better lagikk aa dr dea . shasha kate " hye laa . kaw takan phm aty shasha . shasha susa na caye laki " ah kaw ta abes2 ngn ckp cmtuh . smpai bile doe kaw na sekse kan diri kaw .? wake up girl . aku yaken kaw bole . lupe kan laa sume org . pk diri kaw. make new life, new frenz . pasni kaw kene lbh kejam.! law sape2 na mntak tlg kaw, kaw wt dang jep . dowg tu ta pk kaw pon shasha oi . " baekks .! shasha akan cube " skg ni aku tgk kawan yg bebetul kawan kaw is , nana, ayg, lea, echa. tuh jep yg amek port sal kaw . yg salu ade ngn kaw susa sng . kaw kene hargai dowg . yg len tuh tapaya aa kaw na pk . ei g mam aa ngn dowg .! time kaw gini ade dowg suke2 text kaw tnye pape .? tak kan .? dah aa shasha . pasni kaw kene ubah sume tuh . ! NEW LIFE .!!

AZWEEN ;(

AZWEEN . kaw cukop cute . manje . n for me kaw mmg terbaek . sorg kawan . sorg teman . sorg pndga yg bagos . salu adea ngn shasha bile shasha need some advice . n mybe kaw sorg awek yg memahami dan setie . tapi knp naseb kaw jadikk cmtuh . shasha patot bgtao kaw sape dea yg sbenar . kalaw tak naseb kaw tak mcmni . kaw salu mgadu ngn shasha . mnages ngn shasha . even kite jao, shasha sygs kaw sngts2 . tiap kali airmate kaw mgalir, shasha rase shasha pon na nges same . kalau la shasha laki, shasha da g blasah dea n bawak kaw pegi jao2 . dea sorg jantan murahan yg bodoh tgu mase na masok ospital mental . dea pk kaw ape . shasha sygs kaw sngts2 aween . bile kaw ckp "kadang2 i rasea na cple ngn pompuan . i bosan ngn laki" shasha rase na grab pluang toh n ckp " jadik aa sorg dlm hidop shasha" tp shasha takot . kalaw shasha wt cmtuh shasha akan hilang kaw slame2 nye . shasha dah honest ngn kaw . n kaw pon dah honest ngn shasha . antre kite mmg tadea rasie lagikk . bile kaw ngn farha . shasha cmburu , tp kaw tak tao shasha cmburu sbb ape kot . pasni tlg laa aween jgn nges lagikk . n jage diri aween . jgn laa kaw nak blas dndam kaw kat budak siyal uh dgn care tunjuk kaw lagikk hebad sejak dea tadea . masok club . sasau2 . shasha mgkin leh time law kaw cmtuh . n shasha pon tak sbaek mane . hakikat kite same sygs. tp jgn aa lbh2 n satu jep . jage diri kaw bebetul . shasha sygs kaw sngts2 aween . kalaw la kaw phm prasaan shasha slame ni . n kaw jadik sorg dlm idop shasha after dat gurl . shasha tak kan bagikk kaw nages lagi aween . sygs kaw sngts2 . n jgn aa wt shasha jeles ngn farha .

i'm forget dat i'm LESSY since I HAVE YOU , but!

DINOBAGWELL . da bape thn kaw ilng then we are meet again . i can't imagine how come i'm fall in love with you . unpredictable ! deep in my heart since we've been schoolmate , in standart six, i feels like , i love to see u everyday . but i keep the secret ;( cuz my lovely cousin , EISHA . nevermind . for me , relatives is more important than it all . now we are meet again . thanks GOD! i hope now u are mind . now i'm realy hope dat u'll be mine. but mybe i was wrong . u were like wants to play fools around me . since we're meet on SEPTEMBER of 13 2010, we keep calling each other, texts! and at the end of our conversation, u never forget to says dat" you, iloveyou " dats is the things dat make me hepy and i'll never forget it ;( till one day, i be honest with you bout my feeling towards you .and you get it . you ask me to waiting for you cuz u can't to make a decision . cuz there's other girls wanna be with you . i'm still waiting .you told me again dat "i takan xcept mane2 gurl kcuali you." days by days . i'm waiting . then u suprise me with dat fact ! "you, i da couple ngn cine tuh" in dat time, do u think bout my feels .? NOP! OH MY Gucci .! my tears out down . since dat time . u never texts me anymore ;( u delete me from ur FACEBOOK .i feels too upset . but i still keep text you . after i wake up, n before i sleep .keep open up ur page . wanna see how r u everyday. you and so proud introduce ur amoi to all ur frens n told "babe , ni bini aku" u dont knoe how jeles am i and you just ignore me :( till one day , mybe i'm give up . i'm not text u anymore . n no more calls from me . BUT! its does'nt mean i didn't love you anymore . i'm forget you . NO my DEAR .i'm still keep open up ur page .on one early in the morning, bout 4.54a.m i got a text from you darl . u told me "SHA, ILOVEYOU SO MUCH" but pls dont give me too hope dat u'll be mine . about a week . i think i cant forget u by now! and 1dy i open up ur page . ur status is SINGLE ! i'm so happy now. then u text me again "dah tgk wall owg" .since dat status updating, u keep text me back, call me . i'm so happy , now i'm back hoping with you eventhough i knoe , it was just a dream dat never comes true . now ,i dont knoe what i'm suppose to do :( i've to forget u ? oh . sampai ke aty i na wt cmtuh you . sume i serahkan kat DEA ;( n i'll never stop to loving you .!

beraya di rumah SI DEA ?

16 SEPTEMBER 2010. tgh ari tdi SHASHA dapat call . dari AIN . dea ajak SHASHA dtg raye umah dea . SHASHA tataw . SHASHA should go or ta . bayangkan . na g raye umah EXCPLE , yg dah adea BINI .bile pk2 ni kan raye . ta sala kot SHASHA pg. dgn berbaju kurung SHASHA pg jugakk . dah sampai kat umah dea, FAMILY dea , IBU, AYAH, smabut baekk sajje . mule DEA ta na kua . then AYAH pnggl jugakk baru kua ngn sape SHASHA, "oit mox!" . sebenarnye aty rendu na dga name tow lagi . bile pandang muke DEA, aty ni TUHAN jea tao . na nges . sume adea . tp SHASHA kene kuadd .! SHASHA tao . wt keputusan na g raye umah dea, tadea sape yg akan stuju . cm PIKAH, UYUL, AYANG .tp guys aty ni na sngts2 tgk dea skg . korg phm2 aa aty SHASHA cane . sory keyh .SHASHA da pegi pon . bile blk uma , asek tringt dea sape SHASHA . niat na lupekan dea , mnjadi semakin tak kesampaian . ALAMAK ! kes berat ni . TUHAN .! tlg la SHASHA . SHASHA sygs DEA sngts2 .MOHD RASOL BIN ABDUL AZIZ . knp susa sngts SHASHA na lupekan kaw .!!

shasha sabarr ..!

shasha SABAR . sygs AWEEN kate sabar .shasha kan kuadd . hal yg 3 tahon lepas tow shasha le hadapi ngn kuadd sajje kan .? lagi berat . bak kate ABG ASWAD "kalaw along jadikk kaw sha , along tak sekuadd kaw" huh! kuadd sngts kea shasha .? ni hal kechik . alaa shasha HEBADD , KUADD . shasha mesty le sabar . shasha tak bole nges . YES! dea bukan lawan shasha . mmg shasha student . tp shasha adea uh dea takdea . kan .? shasha . kaw sorg yg kuadd .!!jgn ngess yea.?